DavidGrayWitch
Junior Member
Homestead Florida.
Due to a violent incident during a psychotic episode a decade ago I am a ward of the state and am forbidden to live on my own. All incidents over the last decade have been minor (verbally violent only) or easily explained as self-defense.
I feel like hurting myself (I am not engaging in any self harm or planning to hurt myself and am to intelligent to give in to those thoughts) because of how badly I am being abused and have no idea where to turn. I tried to get myself stepped down but due to in supported living I defended myself from some who was trying hurt me, they the Police how I punched a poor innocent girl. (This Girl is older then me and larger and has a history of violence) I have been forced to live in group home with low functioning verbal individuals who are profoundly retarded or senile. I have been forced to also attend a program with individuals who are also profoundly retarded and in many cases both in the home and in the program violent. According to every expert I have talked to (Shrinks not Lawyers) I exhibit above average intellect and they believe my current residence is inappropriate yet they have not been able to direct me to any legal authority to challenge my living situation.
I do not feel my situation is appropriate with my intellect and maturity and I am often verbally abused by both clients and staff and some physically disabled clients have engaged in retard shamming me as well as I have been subjected to abuse for being LGBTQ by Low-Functioning clients with radical religious views and the staff does not understand that I am Odinist and a witch and I have several times had my religion disrespected.
Due to a violent incident during a psychotic episode a decade ago I am a ward of the state and am forbidden to live on my own. All incidents over the last decade have been minor (verbally violent only) or easily explained as self-defense.
I feel like hurting myself (I am not engaging in any self harm or planning to hurt myself and am to intelligent to give in to those thoughts) because of how badly I am being abused and have no idea where to turn. I tried to get myself stepped down but due to in supported living I defended myself from some who was trying hurt me, they the Police how I punched a poor innocent girl. (This Girl is older then me and larger and has a history of violence) I have been forced to live in group home with low functioning verbal individuals who are profoundly retarded or senile. I have been forced to also attend a program with individuals who are also profoundly retarded and in many cases both in the home and in the program violent. According to every expert I have talked to (Shrinks not Lawyers) I exhibit above average intellect and they believe my current residence is inappropriate yet they have not been able to direct me to any legal authority to challenge my living situation.
I do not feel my situation is appropriate with my intellect and maturity and I am often verbally abused by both clients and staff and some physically disabled clients have engaged in retard shamming me as well as I have been subjected to abuse for being LGBTQ by Low-Functioning clients with radical religious views and the staff does not understand that I am Odinist and a witch and I have several times had my religion disrespected.