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cyn22
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On top of everything, my kids are very attached to me and I love them very much as all mothers would! I don't want to stay in my fathers house forever! And when I leave I am scared I will leave a very abandoned feeling little boy behind! Not only has his grandmother walked out on him but I will have to walk out on him too! I don't think so! My father is still hurt and even if I leave he wouldn't give my son to my mother because he hates her and I am the one who has been taking care of him for 8 months now. He isn't close to grandpa and I am just worried about his feelings. If he could not legaly go back with me then I would much rather have him go to his grandma. My dad is only using him as a pawn to get to her. I wouldn't take him from a home that he has grown up in and that he loves, but without me here taking care of things it wouldn't be a home. When I leave I have a younger sister who swears she is going with me! From being a family that was once strong knit it is utter chaos now! I have two other children and I would hate for him to wonder later if I don't love him because I left him behind!