What is the name of your state? Pennsylvania
I just read the following in an online friend's journal. She is 17. I know what city she lives in, and I have a picture of her and her first name, but I do not have her exact location. We are online friends through livejournal, but she recently posted the following entry in her journal, and I feel as though I should call the police in her area concerning the actions of the man in question. It is just.... WRONG.
I know this is sticking my nose in someone's business, but I feel like I should call the cops regarding an entry in a young lady's journal that I just read. She has her picture in her profile, I know her city, but that's about it.
Should I butt out? Or should I do something?
Directly from her journal (which is friends-only, so I cannot link to it)
Please Read
Girls, guys, please read this. I need your help, I know it's long, but I am lost.
I had this really wierd experience today
with a 34 year old married man
almost had sex with him
was ****ing creepy, like slow-mo, and surreal, like it could have been a scene in a lifetime movie
so i get off work, go down the stairs of our complex, start talking to him (i've talked to him 20948329 times before, b/c of the complex we are in there are 12 other stores/offices/businesses) so we start talking... then about drugs... then about sex.. so on... we talk for like 40 mins and he goes "I want to photograph you" me-"when" him-"now" ok so im like uhhh ok i guess right (nervous as hell but kinda hey whatever)so we go back and we start shooting some random shots and he goes "you are really skinny, you should model" so he like pulls up my shirt sorta to like show my stomach, turns me a little bit and like starts shooting and he goes "i really dont want to use that 3 letter, but you are..." and im thinking he is gonna say FAT and he goes "you are sexy"
and so i was like OH MY GOD WHAT IS GOING ON
so he's like takin all these pics and like seriously we are both flirting hardcore, i love older guys, and so dude, seriously it was werid, so i get a phone call and we end up walking back to the front of the studio and sitting there talking again
so we start talking about sex, eating out, so on so forth, and like we start talking about control and ****, and he's like "you think you have this coke thing under control, but you don't... people who say they do dont ata ll" hes like seriously all joking and laughing not werid and creepy says -"here... ill show you control" he grabs my hand and pulls me back to this room... and the worst part is, im seriously like LOVING every second of this, i wanted to **** him, i probably would have... so he sits me on a stool and start like grinding into me and **** im like omg what is going on... i didnt know if we were gonna ****, like i really actually wanted to, yet at the same time I am like 34 minus 17 = 17 oh yeh this is definitely not legal or right or moral or anything.
so we dont kiss, he like ends up feeling me up and **** and that was about it, and kissing my chest, I was definitly topless
and like randomly 10 mins into like messing around he goes "ok that is control", turns the lights off and goes "fix yourself" (totally joking, not like in an ******* voice, and walks out, like nothing happened, and we go back to talking and i he goes "i really want to shoot you naked"
and like we just talked for 10 more mins and i left... seriously like it was so surreal
cause i really honestly wanted to have sex, only because i knew it would be ungodly amazing, but like now that i think about that, how wrong is that?
seriously now, married. two kids.
later on, I talked to this kid Dan who is 23 that I was with for 3-4 months and I work with, he said the guy was asking a lot of our bartenders and servers to do some shoots and stuff. I told Dan only about the offer, not about what really actually happened, and even the offer to shoot me angered him so much. now I am sitting here, debating whether I should feel violated, disturbed, sexy, wanted, guilty, or what. I mean when I talk to Dan, I feel like I should be ashamed of myself and used/molested by an older guy, yet when i think about it in my own head, I think wow. i really wanted to have sex with him and I feel bad for mentioning anything to dan.
so. here I am. mixed with emotions. lost in my head. any comments?
I just read the following in an online friend's journal. She is 17. I know what city she lives in, and I have a picture of her and her first name, but I do not have her exact location. We are online friends through livejournal, but she recently posted the following entry in her journal, and I feel as though I should call the police in her area concerning the actions of the man in question. It is just.... WRONG.
I know this is sticking my nose in someone's business, but I feel like I should call the cops regarding an entry in a young lady's journal that I just read. She has her picture in her profile, I know her city, but that's about it.
Should I butt out? Or should I do something?
Directly from her journal (which is friends-only, so I cannot link to it)
Please Read
Girls, guys, please read this. I need your help, I know it's long, but I am lost.
I had this really wierd experience today
with a 34 year old married man
almost had sex with him
was ****ing creepy, like slow-mo, and surreal, like it could have been a scene in a lifetime movie
so i get off work, go down the stairs of our complex, start talking to him (i've talked to him 20948329 times before, b/c of the complex we are in there are 12 other stores/offices/businesses) so we start talking... then about drugs... then about sex.. so on... we talk for like 40 mins and he goes "I want to photograph you" me-"when" him-"now" ok so im like uhhh ok i guess right (nervous as hell but kinda hey whatever)so we go back and we start shooting some random shots and he goes "you are really skinny, you should model" so he like pulls up my shirt sorta to like show my stomach, turns me a little bit and like starts shooting and he goes "i really dont want to use that 3 letter, but you are..." and im thinking he is gonna say FAT and he goes "you are sexy"
and so i was like OH MY GOD WHAT IS GOING ON
so he's like takin all these pics and like seriously we are both flirting hardcore, i love older guys, and so dude, seriously it was werid, so i get a phone call and we end up walking back to the front of the studio and sitting there talking again
so we start talking about sex, eating out, so on so forth, and like we start talking about control and ****, and he's like "you think you have this coke thing under control, but you don't... people who say they do dont ata ll" hes like seriously all joking and laughing not werid and creepy says -"here... ill show you control" he grabs my hand and pulls me back to this room... and the worst part is, im seriously like LOVING every second of this, i wanted to **** him, i probably would have... so he sits me on a stool and start like grinding into me and **** im like omg what is going on... i didnt know if we were gonna ****, like i really actually wanted to, yet at the same time I am like 34 minus 17 = 17 oh yeh this is definitely not legal or right or moral or anything.
so we dont kiss, he like ends up feeling me up and **** and that was about it, and kissing my chest, I was definitly topless
and like randomly 10 mins into like messing around he goes "ok that is control", turns the lights off and goes "fix yourself" (totally joking, not like in an ******* voice, and walks out, like nothing happened, and we go back to talking and i he goes "i really want to shoot you naked"
and like we just talked for 10 more mins and i left... seriously like it was so surreal
cause i really honestly wanted to have sex, only because i knew it would be ungodly amazing, but like now that i think about that, how wrong is that?
seriously now, married. two kids.
later on, I talked to this kid Dan who is 23 that I was with for 3-4 months and I work with, he said the guy was asking a lot of our bartenders and servers to do some shoots and stuff. I told Dan only about the offer, not about what really actually happened, and even the offer to shoot me angered him so much. now I am sitting here, debating whether I should feel violated, disturbed, sexy, wanted, guilty, or what. I mean when I talk to Dan, I feel like I should be ashamed of myself and used/molested by an older guy, yet when i think about it in my own head, I think wow. i really wanted to have sex with him and I feel bad for mentioning anything to dan.
so. here I am. mixed with emotions. lost in my head. any comments?
