What state are you in?[/QUOTE] Hawaii.
Thank you CdwJava. Oh? well, what do I do now? So they can do that as long as they said I have mental problem.
They told me first that if I can't stand up,they'd take me away. So I struggled to get up. They eventually pushed me down. There were about 7 of them. I complied with all their demands, let them poked my blood, explain how weak and lousy my body was and going to hospital taking any drugs would me very sick. There are a lot of things I can't put in my body without getting myself crazy sick, with extremely poor lung heart function and circulation. In the end one cop said he talked to the police psychiatrist who said what you said here about danger to ... I never heard him calling and discussing medical concern of me. When I asked to speak to their psychiatrist, the cop said no I couldn't. got to handcuff me if I ride on their car. 4 people just shoveled me in the back of the police car.
Earlier, I heard a cop said something like"how can you treat the police like that?" For what?! All I did was to tell them to leave when they denied water and wheelchair offered by store I shopped, and I "disobey" their order crawling out to drink down a lot of water and basically saved my own life and violent heartbeat, shaking, crying and screaming for water stopped after the water's in. Thank god, there were so many people around when I got my water so they didn't stop me.
I am freaking out now. How am I going to get around without being called on PMS and cops and locked up again? Mostly concern is that these people are very rough and hostile. Forget about the serve and protect. I have to protect myself away from them. I got bruise and scratches here and there, and mostly importantly. They are powerful enough to deny you water, air (happened one time almost die/pass away as the PMS wanted to punish me where there was nobody around inside the ambulance, in the hospital when they sucked up all my limited blood couldn't find a trace of any substance, they had the doctor wrote in my medical record that I was "violent" as I began to call in police and their boss. lots of nightmare and therapy). And I can't move my limps a lot, my feet basically can't handle my 100lb weight to walk much. And I have unpredictable weakness of knee and kneeling down from time to time. Strangers and stores are always kind and helpful. But the PMS and cops, and even doc. can't be more different. They don't want to hear what you have to say, they just order you around what they want even though you tell them it's hurt your body. Sometimes the more you tell them it'd harmful to you, the more they'd like to do it.
I am an educated law abiding citizen with clean record, I mean the real record, never been physical with anybody, never cause anybody any harm or trouble. I am 100lb always weak and sick. I can't lift the lightest weight in the gym. Of course, never ever thought of killing myself. Why on earth do I ever want to kill myself. yep, they asked those questions. absurd.