Ohiogal
Queen Bee
They clearly misled me about the shift situation and they admitted their error. I am not making things up. I would not have accepted the offer if I had known this. This is also clearly work related. I know this is going to impact my performance when it happens. Should I wait until I start to crack up before I tell them? This is a large company. There are plenty of other shifts available in which I would be able to perform at a high level.
You need to get in touch with your psychiatrist and talk to him/her about your issues. If this will interfere with your ability to function, have your psychiatrist help you determine what the best course of action is -- it may involve changing your meds or when you take them. You may not be making things up but you are whining and you are coming off as an idiot for assuming people, including me, have no clue about bipolar. Your stupidity in that regard is easily shown by the fact that you have no clue about what any of us know or live with. So make an appointment with your psych.