No, I'm saying I can't afford to pay it. He wasn't giving me an option. What am I supposed to do? Drown? Let a man who is incapable of taking care of himself take care of my kids? Sorry that's not an option, but that was the option he was going to push for. As soon as he could financially break me, he would take the kids. Trust me. I know this man.
So, ultimately, I'm actively searching for insurance for the kids, something that's best for them and not going to hit the pocketbook too hard.